Yes... I am about to blog about my feelings, because I want to...
First... I am old. Not really old, but I always thought that 25 was old... when I was young. I don't feel old... I am really having a hard time with this birthday, I never thought I would be one of those people that didn't like their birthday... because I love my birthday! Not the case this year! I can't even think about it without getting teary eyed! What the heck!
Second... Friends! I like to say I have friends, but where are they all? Is everyone mad at me? What did I do? I feel like all I do is work, I don't have time for anything else and when I do, all I want to do is rest and relax. Is everyone taking offence to this? This is how I see it.... My single friends don't invite me to do anything because I am not single. My married friends don't invite me to anything because I am not married. My friends with kids don't invite me anywhere because I don't have kids. It is a vicious cycle and I can't ever win... no one ever calls me anymore, it's dumb!
Third... I can't seem to get enough sleep! I can't figure out if it's because it's dark so early or if it's been the stress of moving (oh yeah, I moved BTW) OR what! I am always tired! Which brings me to ...
Fourth... My house, my car, my desk... ALL messy! I am a little bit OCD, I hate it when things are not in order. But I am exhausted and can't find the motivation to clean anything!
BUT on a good note.... I just sat here waisting my time complaining and... I feel good now!
